Cesky
Oct 6, 2012, 11:46 PM
At the age of Four, I was knocked out by a blow to the head with a baseball bat. Over the next 40 years I've been knocked out seven more times. In the last ten
Years I've noticed a real problem being able to function at a level that I think is normal, and have found in many ways that I behave in a way that I know can't be normal. A total lack of concentration, memory, and a constant run down feeling.
I was laid-off from my last job (with no chance of being called back) due to my slow performance, inattention to detail, poor attendance, and the inability to function in noisy situations. I could go on and on, but even this seems as pointless as anything else I do. Not to mention, this has taken me about an hour to write when it should have been a couple of minutes. Where do I turn? I'm broke, no job, no insurance, and no ambition. It's very scary. I used to be considered reliable and a person to turn to for answers. I used to make great money but now I couldn't care less. I'm afraid I'll end up homeless. My family wonders what's wrong with me. So do I. Where do go for help.
Years I've noticed a real problem being able to function at a level that I think is normal, and have found in many ways that I behave in a way that I know can't be normal. A total lack of concentration, memory, and a constant run down feeling.
I was laid-off from my last job (with no chance of being called back) due to my slow performance, inattention to detail, poor attendance, and the inability to function in noisy situations. I could go on and on, but even this seems as pointless as anything else I do. Not to mention, this has taken me about an hour to write when it should have been a couple of minutes. Where do I turn? I'm broke, no job, no insurance, and no ambition. It's very scary. I used to be considered reliable and a person to turn to for answers. I used to make great money but now I couldn't care less. I'm afraid I'll end up homeless. My family wonders what's wrong with me. So do I. Where do go for help.