Soundofsilence
Oct 1, 2012, 02:54 AM
I've broken up with my boyfriend last week... in silence. He's a Westerner and I'm Vietnamese. He is very successful in career, together with many problems. Recently he encountered so many messes, big mess and can't work out. He's afraid he can't give me a happy life, but I don't care about it, I want to be with him. For some last weeks, he never talked to me, even not reply my messages, I know he's in a mess because his Skype status change too often. He just kept silent with me. Last week I sent him an email to say so many things, generally I just want him to decide st better for him and don't bother about me, but I still love him. And he still keep silent. It seems he avoids seeing me, avoid talking to me, wants to make me give up.
The most truly painful goodbye is the one which is never said... I still follow him with every updates, everything he shares public, but I don't dare to text him. In a few days will be his birthday. I'd wish to send him st, or at least send a song... of course not telling the sender. Of course probably he may guess and know that's me.
I want to but I'm confused whether it makes him worse, more hurtful or not. If it does, I'll not do any more. Please help me!
The most truly painful goodbye is the one which is never said... I still follow him with every updates, everything he shares public, but I don't dare to text him. In a few days will be his birthday. I'd wish to send him st, or at least send a song... of course not telling the sender. Of course probably he may guess and know that's me.
I want to but I'm confused whether it makes him worse, more hurtful or not. If it does, I'll not do any more. Please help me!