In my dream towards the end I was with my grandma and she gave me this flower and it was a snap dragon, then I looked over to my left picked up some lavender and I felt as if all the pain I had felt in my life washed over me and I started balling. I woke up with tears on my face and a horrible feeling. I called my grandma to make sure she was okay and she was. What does it mean?

What was the first part of your dream. You started it with towards the end.