303dragonfly
Sep 1, 2012, 10:30 PM
Okay, so it started way back when we were 5 years old, ever since we locked eyes I have been in love! We have been "dating" off and on since kindergarten all the way through 8th grade, then once 9th grade came around he switched schools and we went our separate ways, but our paths would sometimes meet during school games against each other but we would never talk because we had a completely different group of friends.
Then my senior year of school we would "hook up" occasionally. Now we are both in college going to different schools of course both out of state. He is 600 miles away going for dentistry and me 600 miles away going for nursing. The very last time we talked was December of 2010, we were both home for Christmas break and he wanted to "hang out" but I declined because of my still boyfriend of 2 years.
The problem is I am still so deeply in love with him, I dream about him literally every night and I can't get him off my mind! What should I do? Because my heart is telling me he is my "soul mate" and my mind is telling me you have a boyfriend you can't just end things for some guy! Or maybe it is the opposite, I really don't know!
Please tell me what you think about this! Are we meant to be? HELP!
Then my senior year of school we would "hook up" occasionally. Now we are both in college going to different schools of course both out of state. He is 600 miles away going for dentistry and me 600 miles away going for nursing. The very last time we talked was December of 2010, we were both home for Christmas break and he wanted to "hang out" but I declined because of my still boyfriend of 2 years.
The problem is I am still so deeply in love with him, I dream about him literally every night and I can't get him off my mind! What should I do? Because my heart is telling me he is my "soul mate" and my mind is telling me you have a boyfriend you can't just end things for some guy! Or maybe it is the opposite, I really don't know!
Please tell me what you think about this! Are we meant to be? HELP!