Sonnyj333
Aug 30, 2012, 08:29 AM
Hi, I'm 26 years old virgin, I never have sex with anyone in fact I never felt to have sex. I had breakup with my boyfriend when I was 19. After that I tried to be in relationship but couldn't make it with anyone. I always have a feeling like boys, my likes and dislikes everything. I like to dress up like boys and look like them but l look like a normal girl. These days I'm attracted towards girls I don't know why, from my childhood most of the time I have seen myself was a boy in dreams. Once I dreamed I'm kissing my best friend (girl) I was shocked when I awake because I don't had any sexual feeling for her.
Now every time I'm watching girls, whenever I'm going out, or on internet and I don't bother to look at boys. I don't want to have sex with girls knowing that its against my religion, culture, society and my family will never support it. I don't like girls doing oral sex and I don't want to do that but I'm getting attracted to girls. I'm confused. I want to live with a girl. I don't care about sex and don't want. I just think that I will be happy if I live with a girl and spend my whole life without sex.
I'm not interested in sex at all even whenever my boyfriend used to kiss me I never felt anything for him. What happened if I marry a boy and he would not be happy with me because the reason of my breakup was that my boyfriend said you are not like the girl I want to marry and I have heavy voice. When I was in college my friends used to laugh at me and says your voice does not match your personality because I'm slim and smart like normal girl.
Please help me. I think like I'm a lesbian, that's why I'm attracted towards girls, couldn't make my relationship with boys. I'm confused cannot concentrate on my work. Please advise, I know I will get lot of negative replys :(
Now every time I'm watching girls, whenever I'm going out, or on internet and I don't bother to look at boys. I don't want to have sex with girls knowing that its against my religion, culture, society and my family will never support it. I don't like girls doing oral sex and I don't want to do that but I'm getting attracted to girls. I'm confused. I want to live with a girl. I don't care about sex and don't want. I just think that I will be happy if I live with a girl and spend my whole life without sex.
I'm not interested in sex at all even whenever my boyfriend used to kiss me I never felt anything for him. What happened if I marry a boy and he would not be happy with me because the reason of my breakup was that my boyfriend said you are not like the girl I want to marry and I have heavy voice. When I was in college my friends used to laugh at me and says your voice does not match your personality because I'm slim and smart like normal girl.
Please help me. I think like I'm a lesbian, that's why I'm attracted towards girls, couldn't make my relationship with boys. I'm confused cannot concentrate on my work. Please advise, I know I will get lot of negative replys :(