Ok.. so me and my ex started going out in August, at ifrst I hated him when I first met him, then I liked him and then we went out and it was perfect, we really understood each other, I mean he told me I DON'T love you and I told him the same, I mean it takes time, but he said to me I hope I will someday, then we were great and eventually we did fall in love, well I am muslim, and my parent's are aainst dating, and they found out, but I still stayed with him because I loved him, I wasn't ever allowed to leave the house so the only place I saw him was school, and we dind't have any class's together, one day I got so frustrated in the morning idrank and came to school drunk, I got caught, and he was so worried about me, and that's when we started fighting a lot, then I realized that I neevr get ot see him, and I was just holding him back from being a normal person, so I broke up with him, still 2 weks later he told me he loves me
Then 2 months later, and now he likes another girl (or so he says) but then he comes up to me and talks to me about the days we were in love, I do still LOVE him.. A lot.. and I don't know what to do.. I want him back... badly, and I have a feeling he want sme back to, but I dn't know how to let him know, because I'm just scared he'll say something like he dsn't love me and he likes this other girl.. and I know if he does I'll be crushed.. WHAT DO I DO?"!? Please help me.. id be very gratfull..

Dating is a learning process. You've learned that if you dump someone they will move on. You should too as your living in the past and not helping yourself at all with all this. Speaking of which, it seems like you have other issues besides him if you are getting drunk and going to school that way. I'd recommend sort out those issues before dating.

You would do best to learn from your mistakes and work on your own issues. Sorry, but you did let him go under some shakey circumstances. Work on yourself.