Hi I have been with the same guy for about a year now and things seem off. We don't fight much and when we do we say the most hurtfull things and most the time I get real violent. I tend to slap him on the back and I say really rude hurtful things and I say its over. I hate him, I don't want him. I don't want him anymore and he says I don't love you anymore and he doesn't care about me. He is going to party with his friends and all this crap and after that we leave each other be and everything is fine. I just feel like I don't make him happy anymore and I shouldn't feel this way but I do. I love him so much that I always think il lose him and I don't want that. I'm scared I might make a mistake and he will be gone with in 2 seconds. I just wish when we fought I wasn't so violent. I wish he really understood I love him

Call him! Get him if he was worth a year and he put up with you violent-ess for 2 years, CALL HIM! But.. If he really doesn't want to then I guess it really is over, I'm sorry.