Hi
I am writing this out of desperation. I am 27 years old and my boyfriend is 30. I am been with my boyfriend now for about 6 years. The first few years of our relationship were very rocky due to his partying and drug addiction. After helping him sober up, things were really great. We lived together for about a year but I was still in university and ended up moving home out of expenses.
I am still living home done school, and now he wants to take this relationship further and I feel like those are the things we should be doing. We should be progressing and living together. I feel like I am now beginning to think about us clearly and really ask myself if this guy is the one.. and if I should move in. I feel like I am doubting the whole entire relationship.
Our relationship hasn't always been consistent.. theres been weeks where I do see him do to my studying at school. There are some qualities I really like about him but others I do not. I really love him and it pains me so much to break up with him and I feel like I will regret it. But I don't want to be in a relationship where I am doubting how I feel and that's not fair to him either. I have talked to him about it and his solution is breaking up but I hate the thought of losing him completely.
Help