Wraithknight
Jul 27, 2012, 06:31 PM
Hello everyone, I've never posted on here but I feel like I need some advice. I met a girl last summer who I find to be incredible and our first date was magical, at this point in time I am 18 and she is 16 but the problem was she lives in Coram, NY and I live Stroudsburg PA which is a 3 and a half hour drive. We dated for 7 1/2 months and we fell in love with each other, I truly loved this girl and I know in my heart she truly loved me but the distance was too much and we mutually ended our relationship. We tried to be friends but that didn't work and about two weeks after the breakup I kissed a girl, she found out and flipped out on me and stopped talking to me. Then about another week of failed attempts to talk to her she started dating someone who she's still with today. Over the course of the 4 months I have attempted to talk to her to no veil and eventually became so frustrated I messaged her on Facebook being a child and pretty much told her she can't treat people like this and to grow up and then she blocked me. My friend actually tried talking to her and she told him she doesn't love me anymore but won't tell it to me, she says she doesn't want to hurt me but honestly it hurts more for her not to tell me. I made one last attempt to talk to her by asking her friend but her friend told me she doesn't want to upset her current boyfriend by talking to me so I have stopped all attempts to talk to her. So my question is I love this girl, I have dated a lot and I really can't seem to find a connection with anyone like I did her. I know there's a lot of girls out there and everything but honestly she was special to me and id give my life for her if I could to only be reunited with her in an afterlife for eternity. I am having fun and socializing with a lot of women but again none of them strike me as she did. Should I wait for her and reattempt something in the future when I have a car which should be soon and when we've both grown a little more and experienced more or forever live with the idea of the one that got away? Thanks for reading