Im 14, I don't know why I get shy and quite around everybody I know even new people, I mean I used to be an " OUTGOING" person. I had a lot of friends... NOW! I have my childhood friends. High School is coming and I don't want to be a shy and quite person anymore. Yes I'm a little overweight for now .

Last Year ( 8th grade) people, I mean " Boys'' they made fun of me, When Im around my friends . The boys say " Gross" or "eww" to me . so my friends don't want me around , and i didn't want to tell my grandma . cause i knew they would make me feel even more worse . i don't like to look at myself in the mirror,
PEOPLE CALL ME " beautiful" or " your so PRETTY" . AND I don't see it

I ASKED MY MOM BUT SHE SAID " JUST STAY THE WAY YOU ARE" THAT DIDN'T HELP.


Please HELP ME ):

Boys don't find you attractive? You've had sex, you're 14. Obviously some boy found you attractive.

https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/personal-growth/don-t-know-what-do-687465.html

I would suggest that you spend less time worrying about boys and more time studying.

It's quiet, not quite. I won't correct the rest of your post, but it's obvious that you're too focused on guys when you should be focusing on school.

Too many teen girls have sex in an attempt to be liked. I'm sorry to have to tell you that IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY. In fact it can work the other way around, especially when you have sex with someone who clearly hasn't shown any real and constant fondness and caring and enjoying being with you without sex.

So for now, ignore the guys who say things like gross. I know that being even a tiny bit overweight can be hard, when even the girls can be mean about it, and they are constantly aware of the boys and their appearance. Stay with ONE close friend, be good to her, cherish her, that's really all you need for now.