I gave unprotected oral sex to a guy and I am a guy. He did ejaculate in my mouth but I spit it out. I refused to swallow. I am so worried that I have HIV. He said he has been tested. And I need to stop worrying but I can not :/ I am so scared. I want to kill myself. :/ Please help.

I gave unprotected oral sex to a guy and I am a guy. He did ejaculate in my mouth but I spit it out. I refused to swallow. I am so worried that I have HIV. He said he has been tested. And I need to stop worrying but I can not :/ I am so scared. I want to kill myself. :/ Please help.

#1 This wasn't accidental. Wait a while ans get tested for everything. There are other things besides AIDS. Even if he was positive its not certain you caught anything. But all anyone can do it guess.