naturewide001
Jul 14, 2012, 02:34 PM
There's this boy that I like in my college, but I never realise my feelings for him until 2 week before I graduated from college:( (it's so frustrating not knowing why I wanted to look nice everyday I see him, why I wanted to go to college everyday, or why my eyes are always looking out for him until it's gets too late (by the way he's in a younger year then me, he's in year 12 and I'm in year 13) which means after that 2 weeks I won't get to see him again. So I decided that I will tell him how I feel, but for one week I don't know why but no one from year 12 came to college (I ask around from the teachers when they were going to come back to college, and I found out they would be back in the other week, and I felt really happy thinking I will talk to him.
That week came and I only saw him twice, but he was always with he's friends,and I couldn't find any chance to talk to him.
After my graduation I still went to college just with the hope of talking to him, but each time he's always with his friends (arrrggghhhh)
And omg! I'm soooo shy. I think I'm the shyest person ever. Also Each time he's around me I always feel so nervous and shy, I won't know how to go up to him and approach him. I've seen him looking at me a lot of times, and he would always purposely hang around the place that I am. I remember this time he saw me hug a boy in college, he stare at me with he's nice eyes like he wish that was him.
I think he must have think of wanting to talk to me before. But like I said I'm so shy, and each time he looks at me I usually looks away, or I'm looking down, (when I do look, I find him staring at me:)
I think I most have give him the wrong impression of not been interested.
The other problem is, I don't even know he's name. I've ask my friends in college, they don't know. I've ask some people that I know in year 12 they don't know too.
I really don't know what to do. I mean, it's hard now that I'm out of college :(
I don't want to lose him. I want to tell him how I really feel. (Actually, everything just went wrong and it got complicated)
So I decided I should try and find him on Facebook. But the problem is I don't know he's name :( but I find one of his friend on Facebook, and I'm thinking of asking some other people that might know him too. I'm hoping if I find out he's name I would add him on Facebook, and it might be a START or something. But I'm so confused right now:(
I'm not sure if that's a good idea though. I don't want to look stupid or sound desperate.
What do u think? Please help.
That week came and I only saw him twice, but he was always with he's friends,and I couldn't find any chance to talk to him.
After my graduation I still went to college just with the hope of talking to him, but each time he's always with his friends (arrrggghhhh)
And omg! I'm soooo shy. I think I'm the shyest person ever. Also Each time he's around me I always feel so nervous and shy, I won't know how to go up to him and approach him. I've seen him looking at me a lot of times, and he would always purposely hang around the place that I am. I remember this time he saw me hug a boy in college, he stare at me with he's nice eyes like he wish that was him.
I think he must have think of wanting to talk to me before. But like I said I'm so shy, and each time he looks at me I usually looks away, or I'm looking down, (when I do look, I find him staring at me:)
I think I most have give him the wrong impression of not been interested.
The other problem is, I don't even know he's name. I've ask my friends in college, they don't know. I've ask some people that I know in year 12 they don't know too.
I really don't know what to do. I mean, it's hard now that I'm out of college :(
I don't want to lose him. I want to tell him how I really feel. (Actually, everything just went wrong and it got complicated)
So I decided I should try and find him on Facebook. But the problem is I don't know he's name :( but I find one of his friend on Facebook, and I'm thinking of asking some other people that might know him too. I'm hoping if I find out he's name I would add him on Facebook, and it might be a START or something. But I'm so confused right now:(
I'm not sure if that's a good idea though. I don't want to look stupid or sound desperate.
What do u think? Please help.