So my 1 year and 4 month boyfriend slept with my blood cousin! This happened in February and just told me 3 days ago! I was angry mad and very emotional! I forgave him because I love him so much. He tells me I need to move on because I deserve something better. He can't forgive himself and he tels me his love for me went down! Why? If he faked all his love for 5 months. He feels that I shouldn't be with him. He says he needs time and he is confused but I keep texting him and I want him back. What can I do. IM hurt and I just sometimes want to die.

If he slept with your cousin you didn't mean much to him at that point. He is right, move on.