Hey guys I really need your help,I met a guy when I started a new job,I asked for his number a whyl after we met,he gave it to me and asked me to text him so he could get my number and I did exactly that,days after he asked to c me and I agreed.he came with his friend told me he wanted him to me so he could c this girl whose been on his mind for a whyl.we agreed to date and things wr OK until the fights started and then he said he couldn't understand me and we broke up,month after that he started datind another gal at work was so hurt but never showed him that I was and we wrnt speaking at all for 2months,then 1day in the staff transport we started talking and he said he was sorry about how things ended and that he misses me,so we started to bbm each other and old feelings came back he asked me to be the other women as dumb as that was I agreed cs I love him so much we dated on the side fr Almst a month and I got tired I told him I was ending things so I could find someone else and for him to stop cheating he said he would leav her for me and I refused,a week after that he came to c me saying he broke up with her and showed me proof and I took him back we became so close then we started fighting about little things every week and he told me he was getting tired of it and I started thinking he was cfheating but everyt time I needed him he was there and if we where not in each others company we would chat till we fell asleep.a month a go I made a bad joke he told me months before that ths month he would go on leav to durban for a week the day he was supposed to leav I texted him he ddnt reply and I said sorry about the joke and that I miss him but nothing till now.I don't know what to think I reaaly miss him a lot and I love him am I crazy?