My b.f. is very attractive and I am as well. But he uses me to other women constantly. He has convinced everyone o know I am a jealous, psychoand I treat him shabbily when he is just trying to love me. Which couldn't be further from the truth. First of all, I am not a jealous person, but when he does things intentionally to make me jealous... I get sp pissed I come off like I am. Or when he lies to me... which he does a lot... I blow up and the last straw was when he told me I needed to move out of my apt. Complex so we could move in to a place together... I didn't know him as well as I do know... and he had me convinced he loved me.. and I moved out((like a dumbass) and not only did we not move in together, but he staryed ing around with at least five girls THAT I KNOW FOR A FACT that live there still. A girl that I know at the apt.s almost seemed sxcited to tell me about a few of them and said he is there WAY more since I moved out then he was when imoved in... Sam went on to describe... in detail... a couple of the girls and their relationships with him.. which leads me tpo believe maybe she is ing him too... because why is she so interested and know so much about what he's doing there. I think they are all disguisting losers. I just wonder if he requested I move out so he could all these other woman without push from me... not to mention when people are so free to tell me about his" liasons" andthey are" legion" up and down the same street I lived on and still do live on... not too far from my original spot, it hurts me and they got to know it would so why do they do it? And he even ed a girl I know behind my apt building, right under my bedroom window when I was sleeping.. wats up with this sleezebag. And the girls are not always attractive. We are no longer together, obviously, but had I not finally told him he was a pice of garbage... he'd still be trying t lie to me saying they say that stuff to me because they are jealous of me and the guys are tlling me stories because they want to me, he was still coming around acting like my b.f and said none of it was happening. What's up with all that? What is the matter with these people? Were they raised vy a pack of wolves? And how do I stop thinking about it and talking about him and being so angry and caring so much that he knows he hurt me??

Write a long letter or send him an email telling him what you think of him and what he did to you, then block him from your email so you don't get a response and don't answer any phone calls from him. Just get it out of your system and be done with it.
That's just my suggestion, there may be better ones. That is what I would do.

He has convinced everyone o know I am a jealous, psychoand I treat him shabbily when he is just trying to love me.

when he lies to me....which he does alot.....I blow up and the last straw was when he told me I needed to move out of my apt.

not only did we not move in together, but he staryed [mess]ing around with at least five girls THAT I KNOW FOR A FACT that live there still.

And he even [eff]ed a girl I know behind my apt building, right under my bedroom window when I was sleeping..wats up with this sleezebag.
The question is actually, what's up with you? Why are you still dating this guy? Dump him.