How to believe that his gone my boyfriend my every thing was overdosed 2 days ago because of same stupid friends he went en vacation on 27\06\2012 and his not coming back to me it to hard to believe and to carry on like nothing happened .



I'm not that kind of person I can never forget we been together for 2 years and we had so many planes and suddenly his brother calls me to tell me the worst news of my life nothing can heal me nothing

I will never forget the good and the bad times we had together I love him more then any thing in the world his my soul mate his my best friend my brother and the love of my life .

Its hard to believe that he will never be back he left me alone

What I'm going to do without him and the worst thing that I never told him that I love him .

I cannot imagine my life with someone else can you?

What I feel is something that I can't describe I fell like every thing is over and I have a pain that will never go I feel it's a lie or a dream I'm denying every thing .

I wish your still her we used to imagine our future together what can I do now .

Its hard to now that he died this way sometimes I wonder if he thought of me before living he loves more then any thing and he used to tell me every day .

He used to do every thing for me .

Baby I love you will be always in my heart my soul and with me all the time I will never forget you

RIP charbel 30/06/2012