barbie lomeli
Jun 27, 2012, 07:54 PM
I'm 21, married to a guy that was awesome at the beginning, still is but he lost his job for being irresponsible. He curses a lot and likes to get high every day.
A guy from my past just appeared. We never went out, we were just buddies. We always had partners but see each other. Now that I talk to him he tells me why I never expressed my feeling towards him. I guess he never asked me out because he thought I wasn't very interested in him. Now he appeared and has been texting me and we saw each other twice. We never did anything though I can't resist texting him. I have been acting differently in my relationship towards my husband because my feelings for this guy never changed. I don’t know if it’s because we never got to be with each other, or because we feel for each other.
We been having a thing for each other for 7 years already and we feel the same. He lives with a girl also so we can't really be like before. We have agreed on going out and drink together but I just been thinking about it a lot I’m afraid of what might happened. But when I talk to him I’m happy and when I get home it's like I’m miserable. I know it isn’t right.
When I tried not to text him he text me or calls me, or if not it’s me that reaches out for him. He text me an hour before my wedding. He didn't know I was getting married though we went through so much that I don’t know if it’s right to keep on texting, seeing him, see where we end, or just end it, and live our separate lives with the people we choose even though I know I ain't happy. And he seems he is unhappy too. He has kicked his girl out couple times, and cheated on her with his ex. So I know he don’t feel for her, and he always ends up back on my path. What to do?
A guy from my past just appeared. We never went out, we were just buddies. We always had partners but see each other. Now that I talk to him he tells me why I never expressed my feeling towards him. I guess he never asked me out because he thought I wasn't very interested in him. Now he appeared and has been texting me and we saw each other twice. We never did anything though I can't resist texting him. I have been acting differently in my relationship towards my husband because my feelings for this guy never changed. I don’t know if it’s because we never got to be with each other, or because we feel for each other.
We been having a thing for each other for 7 years already and we feel the same. He lives with a girl also so we can't really be like before. We have agreed on going out and drink together but I just been thinking about it a lot I’m afraid of what might happened. But when I talk to him I’m happy and when I get home it's like I’m miserable. I know it isn’t right.
When I tried not to text him he text me or calls me, or if not it’s me that reaches out for him. He text me an hour before my wedding. He didn't know I was getting married though we went through so much that I don’t know if it’s right to keep on texting, seeing him, see where we end, or just end it, and live our separate lives with the people we choose even though I know I ain't happy. And he seems he is unhappy too. He has kicked his girl out couple times, and cheated on her with his ex. So I know he don’t feel for her, and he always ends up back on my path. What to do?