missmushroom
Jun 27, 2012, 11:22 AM
So before I say anything, we're not dating. We're not officially together. We're both 16 and for reasons I can't mention on here, I'm not allowed to date yet. However, we both like each other. He lives on the other side of town and I only see him once every two weeks or so. We text every day. He calls me beautiful, says he'll always be there for me, he's just all around a very sweet guy. He's so understanding and he knows my boundaries and doesn't push them. He respects that I'm a Christian (he isn't) and he's okay with the fact that I won't get very physically involved with him.
However, he likes me much much more than I like him. Almost to the point of obsessively talking to me. He sends me sweet texts, lyrics to cute love songs, when I can't sleep at night he'll stay up talking to me, and he really cares for me. He is a wonderful guy.
I like him too, but I'm not so sure I like him as much as I did when I figured out my feelings for him were mutual. I think that I was just overexcited that the feelings were returned and I got lost in the moment. We haven't kissed or otherwise made any physical contact.
There are times I really really really like him, and times that I can't see him as more than a friend. There are also times I feel like I can't stand this affection anymore, that I just want this makeshift relationship to dissolve. I've come close to talking to him about it, but he likes me so much and he's been hurt in the past by other people, and it's like he's trusting me too much to keep this "relationship" intact. I want to keep it going. I do like him but I don't think I like him enough to be in a relationship with him.
The worst part is, he's hinting that he loves me. He asked me if I've ever been in love, and since I've never dated or been with a guy I told him no. In his good night texts to me, he'll say something cryptic and tell me there's a secret message hidden in his cryptic message. I keep telling him I have no idea what that message is, but I'm actually scared because I have figured it out. He's trying to say "I love you." It's very obvious. The problem -- I do not love him back. As a friend, yes, I do, but no more. The reason I act like I don't understand the message is that I don't want him to say he loves me and then have to tell him I don't feel the same way. I'm stalling and I know it's probably not the best thing to do.
I am friends with this guy and we were friends before we got "together." I want to go back to talking to each other like friends do, no more of this affectionate conversation or talk about kissing and stuff (we've discussed our physical boundaries). I just don't think I can take it anymore. I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to lose his friendship. I know I should've been more careful getting into it and I know I need to end it quickly before he gets even more attached.
What do I do? This has been happening for about a month now and I'm so scared of hurting him. If I hurt him I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be able to live with myself. Please help me.
However, he likes me much much more than I like him. Almost to the point of obsessively talking to me. He sends me sweet texts, lyrics to cute love songs, when I can't sleep at night he'll stay up talking to me, and he really cares for me. He is a wonderful guy.
I like him too, but I'm not so sure I like him as much as I did when I figured out my feelings for him were mutual. I think that I was just overexcited that the feelings were returned and I got lost in the moment. We haven't kissed or otherwise made any physical contact.
There are times I really really really like him, and times that I can't see him as more than a friend. There are also times I feel like I can't stand this affection anymore, that I just want this makeshift relationship to dissolve. I've come close to talking to him about it, but he likes me so much and he's been hurt in the past by other people, and it's like he's trusting me too much to keep this "relationship" intact. I want to keep it going. I do like him but I don't think I like him enough to be in a relationship with him.
The worst part is, he's hinting that he loves me. He asked me if I've ever been in love, and since I've never dated or been with a guy I told him no. In his good night texts to me, he'll say something cryptic and tell me there's a secret message hidden in his cryptic message. I keep telling him I have no idea what that message is, but I'm actually scared because I have figured it out. He's trying to say "I love you." It's very obvious. The problem -- I do not love him back. As a friend, yes, I do, but no more. The reason I act like I don't understand the message is that I don't want him to say he loves me and then have to tell him I don't feel the same way. I'm stalling and I know it's probably not the best thing to do.
I am friends with this guy and we were friends before we got "together." I want to go back to talking to each other like friends do, no more of this affectionate conversation or talk about kissing and stuff (we've discussed our physical boundaries). I just don't think I can take it anymore. I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to lose his friendship. I know I should've been more careful getting into it and I know I need to end it quickly before he gets even more attached.
What do I do? This has been happening for about a month now and I'm so scared of hurting him. If I hurt him I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be able to live with myself. Please help me.