Sometimes, I feel like I am two diffrerent people.



One is more insane, evil, cruel, I Don't care if I hurts anyone, family, or friends in this state. In fact, I smiles upon there pain. I cares for nothing, but myself, and hurting others, for hurting me, or not even hurting me, just being around, when I was hurt. I'm stranger in this state, apperence changes, different clothing, hairstyle, attitude. Different. I'm a lot like the Joker. Exactly like him. Not afraid of anything. Still I have never hurt anyone, to the point of going to jail or anything like that. The other more weaker side of me stops me from doing that.



The second, is less insane though still insane. O cares about people, her friends, family, (Some.) I cries when is hurt by someone, instead of standing up for Myself, I'd hurt anybody, really. But am to afraid of going to jail. I'm still strange, but not very, I'm more like hmm Lex Luther. Just not as smart. I'm afraid of everything in this state.

I remember everything in both states, I am bipolar, is that what this is? Or is this something diffrenent.

I have, I have been hospitalized. Every doctor I've been to says I'm bipolar.