My girlfriend of 2 years just dumped me two months ago saying she no longer felt the same way she used to and that she didn't think this was it for her. I begged and pleaded which resulted in her getting mad and being a cruel . Please keep in mind we were each others first love and first serious relationship. Man I was her first in everything and I have a hard time accepting she just doesn't have feelings for me. She just started acting weird lately and when she broke up with me she said that this is what needed to happen right now if we were to have a chance to get together in the future. She said not to give up hope. But you know what I just felt like there was something fishy in this breakup and basically she just wanted to keep me in the back burner just in case. We been in NC for 1 month and yesterday she send me a nasty text saying how I was a ing and a liar. I guess she found out I am talking to someone else. I don't know what to do. I know I messed up by begging and even if she came back I feel like she would think that she can do whatever she wants with me and besides that I feel like the bond that we had was broken. But then again I miss her now more than ever? Why do I miss her after all the she has done to me? Is this normal?

Its normal to be confused, but you did right by leaving her alone, and don't worry about her being mad, as its not your problem. She dumped you and you are free to do as you please.

Who the hell does she think she is any way. What are you supposed to do? Sit around like a trained puppy? Naw forget her, and you will if you leave her alone and ignore her tantrums. She didn't care when you begged, she shouldn't care now.

To miss someone you really loved is normal but to be a sucker and wait around like a lost puppy until she want to pull you off the self and play with you again is crazy. Sounds like my ex you were dating, she played the "This is what I think is best for us right now to have a chance in the future" crap on me. Best thing to do is walk off and find someone else who deserves your time because she doesn't. Take it from me, hanging around like I did will only cause you pain in the end.