I have said some really hurtful things to my boyfriend that I wish I could take back. If I don't do what he asked he's quick to snap, so I say things I don't even mean. I cheated on him a few months ago and I felt really bad about it so I decided to tell him and we haven't spoken for like a week or two. I mean like he forgave me but I'm scared I might lose him. I love him god knows I do but how do I make him happy? We barely have a conversation like we used to. All we do is argue. I just want to make him happy. Please tell me what should I do?

If I dont do what he asked he's quick to snap, so I say things I dont even mean.
Before I answer your question, what's this all about? And you're 14?

How old are you?

You can never make him happy and its not just you. Its both of you not being able to make each other happy. If you weren't so afraid to lose him, you would talk, not argue and resolve your differences. You both need to learn to control your tempers. How old are you both?