I'm a girl. And not a long time ago me and my friends (all girls) played Spin The Bottle. And it was really fun. We played it like 3-4 days and one day when everyone went home expect me and one girl (which is lesbian) we were making out. It was really awesome. In the next 2-3 days we were texting each other. I really fell in love with her. But I found that she was having girlfriend and I fell really bad. After 5-6 days they break out. I was feeling bad, but I was happy. We start seeing each other and sometimes and one day we make out again. But we weren't girlfriends. Soon we were having a small vacation. And I wasn't able to see her, because we live far from each other. But after the vacation was over I found that she likes another girl. Not me, not her ex. And now they are "friends with benefits". I mean that they say that they are not girlfriends, but they are always together and sometimes they are making out. The girl which I like still behaves well with me, but I want something more. I really love her.

I don't think you are in love you are in sexual excitement. How old are both of you? You are her sex buddy that's all. Don't allow yourself to be used. Leave her alone, you are not in love, this will pass