tayxlor19
Jun 13, 2012, 11:12 AM
My boyfriend and I have been together for 4 years. About 6 months into our relationship (during high school) I found out he had been sexting some girl I had known and was friends with. She also lives down the street from me. I was heartbroken but tried to forgive him.
As months went by I caught him sexting more girls (but like an idiot) I forgave him again. Little did I know he had started sexting the first girl again about a year after it happened the first time. This continued to go on but they both promised not to let it happen again.
About 12 girls and 3 years later I am more miserable than ever. He has given me no reason not to trust him anymore but I cannot seem to let go. I constantly find myself comparing myself to them and it makes me miserable. Also living around the corner from the first girl makes it harder seeing her almost everyday. I want our relationship to work but I just don't know how to forgive and forget.
As months went by I caught him sexting more girls (but like an idiot) I forgave him again. Little did I know he had started sexting the first girl again about a year after it happened the first time. This continued to go on but they both promised not to let it happen again.
About 12 girls and 3 years later I am more miserable than ever. He has given me no reason not to trust him anymore but I cannot seem to let go. I constantly find myself comparing myself to them and it makes me miserable. Also living around the corner from the first girl makes it harder seeing her almost everyday. I want our relationship to work but I just don't know how to forgive and forget.