shalz
Jun 7, 2012, 08:23 AM
I am 32 years old married with 2 kids
I love my family but I committed adultry one year back
My husband found out and asked me and I told him the truth after lying for sometime
Now he doesn't trust me that I cheated only once and thinks that the fling lasted for a longer period than 10 to 15 days
I tried committing suicide by taking zolfresh tablets but was saved
I look at my husband and see the pain he is going through because he has always loved me unconditionally
I love him too and even though it was just one physical encounter I feel terrible
I did have this encounter only for fun sake not because I wanted to be in a new relationship
I did it only because a lot of people around me are doing it
I feel horrible even though I have fold my husband everhthing and am not hidding but he doesn't trjst me any more and its killing me
My husbad has not laughed since over a year and his business has dropped
He used go call me his pride and now he is demoralised
I committed suicide out of shame and also because he was not believing that I slept with this guy only once
I coyld not prove myself andwas feeling helpless so I tried to die
I feel so helpless and so guilty for cheating on him and my two toddler kids
I hate myself for this and wish I could erase this incident
I love my husband and want everything to be the same
I love my family but I committed adultry one year back
My husband found out and asked me and I told him the truth after lying for sometime
Now he doesn't trust me that I cheated only once and thinks that the fling lasted for a longer period than 10 to 15 days
I tried committing suicide by taking zolfresh tablets but was saved
I look at my husband and see the pain he is going through because he has always loved me unconditionally
I love him too and even though it was just one physical encounter I feel terrible
I did have this encounter only for fun sake not because I wanted to be in a new relationship
I did it only because a lot of people around me are doing it
I feel horrible even though I have fold my husband everhthing and am not hidding but he doesn't trjst me any more and its killing me
My husbad has not laughed since over a year and his business has dropped
He used go call me his pride and now he is demoralised
I committed suicide out of shame and also because he was not believing that I slept with this guy only once
I coyld not prove myself andwas feeling helpless so I tried to die
I feel so helpless and so guilty for cheating on him and my two toddler kids
I hate myself for this and wish I could erase this incident
I love my husband and want everything to be the same