I am at my wits end. Everyone in my family is disabled. Everything is up to me. I can't make the money stretch any further. Need money for food and utilities . Can't take any more pressure

Sounds like you are at your wits end.. but hold on. If everyone is on disability seems that you all should qualify for some assistance. Try checking with your local office about the assistance that is offered and see if there are some programs that you are not utilizing that may make your burdens a little lighter.