JacksonC
May 30, 2012, 11:32 PM
I am a person who has all ways been seen as a happy go lucky person by peers but I have all ways been a person who never feels like I fit. I am 25 now never been in a long term relationship all ways seen as a the " great friend" I was born a girl but I don't feel like one on the inside I don't look like one on the out side and am often called a man not going to lie that makes me feel happy on the inside I have been knowen to try and drink my problems away witch never worked for me and tried a lot of drugs to help me feel good but it allways got out of hand I am so sick of feeling like and not being sean as the man I feel on the in side. I don't have the money to have my tits taken off and all I know to do is drink and drink and drink this away I have not had a drink in all most a year now and this is the hardest time I have had with this I am in a job that I get screamed at every day and I am scared . Scared that I am one going to drink and I know that if I drink I can't stop of if I pick up a drug I can't stop or two I will end it all. Don't know what the next right thing to do is if you can help pl e-mail me [email protected]