I am 20 years old and my Fiancé is 22. We have been together for 2 years. I moved in with him the DAY we started dating so, for the past 2 yrs I have seen him every single day.
It is to the point that I dream about ex boyfriends. I spend my time wishing for someone else to come along.
My Fiancé is honestly an . He is always in a pissy mood. He is angry 24/7. But, every time I suggest I move out he claims to love me so much and want to be together.
He also goes crazy and punches the walls when I try to leave.
When I want to talk about how I feel he gets mad. When I pretend I'm OK he gets mad.
I'm so tired of it. I have no family to turn to and he doesn't want me to work. I just don't know how to leave.
And I know I will always love him but, how can I be with someone I could never marry.

You don't need someone else to come along. You need to get yourself a job and get on your own two feet and leave. You have allowed him to control you from day one. You are too young to not even be working.
If he is abusive find a shelter or something but you need to be working and taking care of yourself, now shacking up with a control freak you are afraid of and waiting for a knight to show up

You do not love your fiancé, you just don't won't to be alone. That's why you are waiting for someone to come along so that you can leave your fiancé and be with the that took you from your fiancé. Its beat to be single so that you can get your life in order. Apply for section "A" this wii help you get a home, then get you a ob so that you can have money. Oh and apply for food stamps. They come on a card now so its no shame when you go to the register, its like a visa except you don't half to pay it back. Good Luck and God Bless!!