ajs6397
May 22, 2012, 02:42 PM
(First I want to say I don’t have the best grammar so sorry)
So, I met this girl around 7th grade I didn’t have the strongest feelings for her but she did for me. During the summer of 7th grade she asked me out I didn’t have any intentions in dating her so I denied nicely as I could. Next year we became more of friends hanging out more. I grew stronger feelings for her by that year but she had a boyfriend. I really didn’t care for this guy and she didn’t care really as much. So we hung out a lot after school and had physical contact between each other sexually. It went on for about 3 months until her boyfriend kind of find out about us. I went to the guys house told him everything that was happening between us and that she doesn’t care for him.
About a week later she stopped talking to me because of what I done. Then 9th grade came along she has different boyfriend and we start talking again like normal friends and we talked about me moving and she doesn’t want it and then telling me she loves me.. Making me feels like "I always loved this girl" and she’s saying she does so what happen with the previous boyfriend and the previous year happens again. But this time I really don’t want to let her go and her boyfriend’s puts restrictions on her about talking to me and socializing .But every time we start talking she always does this to me always gets my hopes up and makes it feel like we will last forever but time goes by and she just drifts on while time goes.
I don’t understand. We still do kind of talk but only if she is with me in person, texting is like talking to a wall really. I want to let her go but I can’t. But it seems like I have to so I don’t feel trapped. I really want to move on and I don’t know how. I feel like this girl has me around her finger I really want this to stop. I still have feelings for her but I don’t think she has any feelings for me anymore cause of the way she talks to me now with no interest and I try to do anything I can to make her actually talk but it never works. So pretty much. How do I get this girl out of my mind and move on? She really hurts me with everything she does.
So, I met this girl around 7th grade I didn’t have the strongest feelings for her but she did for me. During the summer of 7th grade she asked me out I didn’t have any intentions in dating her so I denied nicely as I could. Next year we became more of friends hanging out more. I grew stronger feelings for her by that year but she had a boyfriend. I really didn’t care for this guy and she didn’t care really as much. So we hung out a lot after school and had physical contact between each other sexually. It went on for about 3 months until her boyfriend kind of find out about us. I went to the guys house told him everything that was happening between us and that she doesn’t care for him.
About a week later she stopped talking to me because of what I done. Then 9th grade came along she has different boyfriend and we start talking again like normal friends and we talked about me moving and she doesn’t want it and then telling me she loves me.. Making me feels like "I always loved this girl" and she’s saying she does so what happen with the previous boyfriend and the previous year happens again. But this time I really don’t want to let her go and her boyfriend’s puts restrictions on her about talking to me and socializing .But every time we start talking she always does this to me always gets my hopes up and makes it feel like we will last forever but time goes by and she just drifts on while time goes.
I don’t understand. We still do kind of talk but only if she is with me in person, texting is like talking to a wall really. I want to let her go but I can’t. But it seems like I have to so I don’t feel trapped. I really want to move on and I don’t know how. I feel like this girl has me around her finger I really want this to stop. I still have feelings for her but I don’t think she has any feelings for me anymore cause of the way she talks to me now with no interest and I try to do anything I can to make her actually talk but it never works. So pretty much. How do I get this girl out of my mind and move on? She really hurts me with everything she does.