Hey, This might be long but I'm sorry it's confusing, and I need help.

I'm 15 (Almost 16), I met the senior football player this year. He's 18.
We "talked" all year. We actually was working out fine. We hung out. Kissed and it was amazing.

Then he took me to parties and stuff, and we started having sex. (Dont judge me). Anyway, he took me too met his parents, and his family. But then it's the end of the year and he's about too go off too collage soon. But we already had a plan for that... Anywhoo, I seen him talking too other girl at lunch, I dident get mad or anything, I let them talk. I figured they were just friends, but then someone tells me that the have been texting , and they like each other, and I was like.. um no, he doesn't like her ! So we were texting that night, and he was short-texting me, and taking forever too reply. So I text him.. and said, "you like that girl dont you" and he said... "Yes kinda." and I fliped out on him, I cried for 4 days stright. He wouldent look at me anymore or talk too me...

I was heart brokin. And I would see them huging on each other at school. And I would cry my eyes out. Then he text me one day , and we talked about it, and he said that he doesn't know what too do.. he likes BOTH of us... I was like WOW what the ?

Then we started talking kind of as friends again, and he still called me baby? I was so confused... anyway he had made plans too hang out after school that day, so I called him and that girl answered his phone, and said "look he is mine now i'd like it if youd stop calling him" I flipped the hel out on her and she got scared and hung up... so I got upset about that, but my friends told me too move on, and I said I'll try but this isent going too be easy for me...

Anyway, weeks went by and I was slowly getting over him, I started hanging with my ex again... and he seen me with him, and text me and said " i wish it dident end this way, can you come over?" at first I sadi no, I was hanging with my ex boyfriend , and I thought maybe if I was with my ex, I'd get over the other boy.. but it dident feel right, my ex took my money went and bought weed and then got into a big fight and he pushed me down, so I ran crying too the boy I love's door.. and he told me too come in, and I laid on his couch with him...

He cheered me up, he held me for hours telling me it would be okay and ill always have him.. but then I looked up at him and said, NO I Don't! You left me remember? You have a new girl... and I said were *JUST FRIENDS* remember? And he grabed my hand, and kissed me, and said "Does friends hold hands, and kiss? and we strted kissing and stuff.. then he took me home hours later, and i felt better..... :)

being with him makes me SO HAPPY, but then he acts different when we text, but today was going GREAT ! we text all day :) and then we talked about that other girl he likes, and i said please tell me what too do, like whats up with our relationship? and he said " I don't know, I'm confused. Just don't move on yet"

I don't get this?! I don't know if I should move on or not?

He's always with that other girl at school, its like were playing a game... if I walk with my guy friends he gets pissed. And when he walks with that girl I get pissed !

Maybe he doesn't like me as much anymore and I should move on ? BUT I can't </3 I love him.

Or maybe I should wait? And hopfully he would choose me? OMFG.

HELP ME PLEASE , I feel like with out him, I have no reason too live...

You need to leave him and the ex alone.
If he wanted to be with you he'd leave this other girl. He is obviously not going to do that.
Stop talking to him. Go NC so you can get over him.