I have loved this guy from my class since college. However I found out he has got a girlfriend but kind of likes me too. He would have been with me if he didn't have a girlfriend. Now this makes me think at times, can he be mine? Or not? Do I still have a chance? What is he up to nowadays? etc.

I thought I would get over him when I get to uni but it has been more than a year and I still can't get over him. I think I seriously do love him, never had this feeling for anyone before in my entire life. What to do? Will I ever meet him and if he finds out I still love him? I don't know I'm sorry my own situation seems to look crazy to me I'm just confused

I think you should separate reality, from fantasy, what you can have, and what you can't. Usually those that cannot, are unhappy with the reality they are in. Are you unhappy with your reality?