Ishmael123
May 19, 2012, 03:40 PM
Hi my name is Ishmael,
Ok so to begin with this I had a girlfriend we have been going out for 2 months then we broke up (I really don't want to talk about it) but then she said can be best friends at least then I said "sure ok" I never wanted for this break up to happen I love this girl to death I would honestly risk my life for her. But then soon after like a week ago she started to text me and we had a friendly good conversation and then I asked if I could still come over still she said sure yea. So I asked her if I could come over she said yea come over. I came over and I went in the house and we sat down on the couch and watched TV. Then we started talking about just anything.
Soon after she said let me see your phone I said no she said why I said I just don't want you to then she took my phone and just ran from me I ran like circles just to get her then she fell and I accidentally fell on her and she looked at my lips I could tell she still wanted to kiss but I wasn't looking straight at her then I looked at her and went to kiss her and then boom we kissed then we started to make out and stuff.
Then I would come over for like every day for the past four weeks and then one day I had to leave and me and her were walking out back to get my bike and she started to kiss me and when she backed up she wanted more of me. Then she said you're this close Ishmael she wouldn't tell me what I'm closed to but remember she was still my Ex at that time. Then when I was biking home her mom called and said did you come to my house and I said yes I did then she said I can trust you won't come over when I'm not home right and I said yes.
Then tomorrow when I got home from school I asked her if we can hangout today then she said I can't talk to you anymore I deleted your number please don't call again. I was just devastated when I heard her say that I was just hurting inside. Then I texted back and said "Ok I love you and I always will but I guess it's time for us to part once again I hope we can be together again someday".
That was my last communication that I had from her that day I was like really about to cry I was like hurt. Can anyone tell me what I should do because I'm really depressed about this and stressed? I'm in love with this girl and I don't want to lose her I already decided I want to be with her forever
Ok so to begin with this I had a girlfriend we have been going out for 2 months then we broke up (I really don't want to talk about it) but then she said can be best friends at least then I said "sure ok" I never wanted for this break up to happen I love this girl to death I would honestly risk my life for her. But then soon after like a week ago she started to text me and we had a friendly good conversation and then I asked if I could still come over still she said sure yea. So I asked her if I could come over she said yea come over. I came over and I went in the house and we sat down on the couch and watched TV. Then we started talking about just anything.
Soon after she said let me see your phone I said no she said why I said I just don't want you to then she took my phone and just ran from me I ran like circles just to get her then she fell and I accidentally fell on her and she looked at my lips I could tell she still wanted to kiss but I wasn't looking straight at her then I looked at her and went to kiss her and then boom we kissed then we started to make out and stuff.
Then I would come over for like every day for the past four weeks and then one day I had to leave and me and her were walking out back to get my bike and she started to kiss me and when she backed up she wanted more of me. Then she said you're this close Ishmael she wouldn't tell me what I'm closed to but remember she was still my Ex at that time. Then when I was biking home her mom called and said did you come to my house and I said yes I did then she said I can trust you won't come over when I'm not home right and I said yes.
Then tomorrow when I got home from school I asked her if we can hangout today then she said I can't talk to you anymore I deleted your number please don't call again. I was just devastated when I heard her say that I was just hurting inside. Then I texted back and said "Ok I love you and I always will but I guess it's time for us to part once again I hope we can be together again someday".
That was my last communication that I had from her that day I was like really about to cry I was like hurt. Can anyone tell me what I should do because I'm really depressed about this and stressed? I'm in love with this girl and I don't want to lose her I already decided I want to be with her forever