A family close to our relation turned up with their son's proposal. I was not interested to marry so early, but my complete family forced me from childhood though I had never met him, but had heard a lot about him. That he was A1 guy. I said yes. He called me, he was really, true about everything.

Next day itself he started ignoring me. Whenever he felt like talking he called me, Then never reverted back from his side. I asked him from first day that was he sure he always said yes. He always said we will start our relationship slowly but then he desired phone sex everyday. I was a bit shy to say him I love you, but he said it always with so many names. But he always talked negative things about others.when I thought to speak my problem he called off my calls.

One day he stopped replying me.I called him many times but he ignored. I lost myself. I left my job. I lost 12 kg weight. I became badly ill but he never reverted. I'm alone. Though I try a lot but I'm unable to forget him. I don't know whether its love or not but I can't trust anybody else in my life.

I have lost all the hope.

It is just a relationship, others will come, keep looking bright, look your own things, and learn how to be happy by yourself, only then can you be happy with someone else.

I think God is showing you he is not the A1 guy everyone says he is and a lousy choice for a partner of any kind. So tell your folks and friends you just don't like the guy who treats you like a rug.

Once you accept its him not you, then you no longer will be lost.