smitty92
May 1, 2012, 01:01 PM
Hey. I'm a female in uni. I've always been really weird about sex because I'm terrified of getting pregnant at this point in my life, and usually the fact that I won't have sex with guys is a major contributing factor in our not staying together. My most recent boyfriend and I had just broken up, and my gay best friend started staying over in my dorm room. He's said before that he'd like to experiment with girls because he never has, etc. etc. Last night, he came back to the room. We were both drinking a little but we weren't drunk. We made out and gave each other oral. It felt really good and I felt like I could relax because he's not going to want real sex from me because he's not into girls--it was just a way to mutually release hormonal tension. But now, morning after, I'm kind of freaking out, like, "Am I a horrible person for using him like that?" He was using me, too. We both knew that's what we were doing, we're consenting adults, and he didn't seem weird about it this morning at all. I guess I just wanted to know if anyone else had ever been in a similar situation and how they feel about it.