What I ill do? Mine is depression or stress or anxious? I am confusing myself.

I loved a gal for 4 yrs and she left me no because of her parents , in the mean while I have lots lots of prob in ma family too. I can't concentrate in ma life, fells like dying. I'm losing my hope, confidence. Always thinking about her. Can't sleep, I'm thinking her, but she is grt for me. I CAME TO ABT LOVE ITS ONLY BECAUSE OF HER. I am confusing myself, just an acting face. Can't control my feelings. Some times I feels like why I want live? My life is getting worthless without her. She din marry anyone but she ill because of her parents. She said to leave me because of her f... n situation. I'm getting frustration on her but at the same time I'm loving her lot lot lot. Even I can't concentrate in my job and can't think about my future. My future is she but she left me now. I'm worrying worrying , only silent heart with true tears are remaining.

OMG can't conentrate on your job, future??
Then though she likes you she won't come back to you...
So if you are in a better position chances are der for her to think about u...
Now its your choice to decide what to do and give her a chance to think...
I guess you will also have a caring family... wat about them??
U don't need them...
U have a F***K attitude... jus think about your parents and let your life go normal as usual without her...
If she likes you she will turn back to u...
If she really doest need you what love you can get frm her??
Think about your future no one in this world can guide you proper other that your thoughts...
Start your day without thinking about her... as start it will be difficult...
Keep yourself engaged in buzy works... spend time with your friends...
As time goes on you won't have time to think about her...