I just had a episode of my depression states and what not I don't know why but I just started crying randomly I'm always thinking in my mind the past and future and to be honest I'm ussualy always angry , no mood at all then changes in mood and crap I hate it I also hate life I don't know why I'm living for every time I wake up I'm always mad or depressed I never look forward to the day at nights I'm the only one awake and always stay up late doing nothing I can't go to sleep unless its morning I don't know why? Its 9:18 am I've been up all night and wanting to know what the hell is wrong with me I've been to the doctor/therapist its not helping ! They gave me anti-depressents its NOT helping the thearapy doesn't help me at all! Please if anyone with the same problem or if u could
Help me out

People rarely cry for no reason. Crying = hurt. Anger with no object is often just a way to cover up the hurt.
So who hurt you and when?
Are you still living with parents? Are you in school, working, or doing nothing? Who is supporting you?

There are basically 3 reasons to be depressed, angry, and disaffected at 19.
Situation, life, past events - clinical depression when you can't function in some ways.
Hormones - mostly fluctuating testosterone in males, that might be more than usual. Men and women share the same hormones, but in far different amounts.
Developing severe mental illness, from psychotic depression to schizophrenia. Much less likely than the first two.

As for antidepressants, they often don't work, or take a long time to work, or you need a different type, or you need talk therapy too.

So tell us - what is going on where you live? Where are you in your brand new adulthood?

How long have you been on your medication. Have you discussed it with your doctor that it is not working? Are you honest with the doctors as to your condition?

Im living with my parents but mostly spend time in my room just layomg down nothing interests me I dropped out of school when I was 16 because of the current problems I have. I do not work I tried getting a job and it's a no answer and that makes me mad and don't want to look for jobs cause they keep saying no,, I've been on zoloft and prozac none worked I talked to my doc he just increased the mg dose still nothing I stopped taking them cause they don't help me at all.. Im always qiet and angry for no reason I don't know? I barely talk to my parents pr my siblings I just feel like there is no reason for me to live everyday I say F*** LIFE. I barely go outside its like I'm on house arrest 24/7 only time I go out is on my backyard or front porch just sitting there lookim around for 2-3 min then I'm back inside nothing to do so I go up my room and lay on my bed and just sit their I don't know why am I like this why me ? It seems like everybodys happy but me I'm always the one staying home I don't know why?! I don't have motovation to go outside its worthless nothing interests me

Need to keep seeing your doctor, Perhaps you can actually do something, work places without pay, to get out of the house.

I feel the same way... except for I work my off and I'm barely making it and I can't go to school because my dad screwed me over on taxes. Lifes not fair. Not one of my friends my age have to worry about the roof over their head, transportation, food, nothing. I just want to go to school and get educated and try for something that I want to do in life, but looks like society decided that one for me. I'm not happy at all in life either. I ing hate being harassed on the streets and buses all the time. I feel like I'm always getting the short end of things. I have absolutely no relationships with any of my parents because they're all selfish crazy s.

Your problem may be due to anxiety. Depression can be a symptom of anxiety. I've been where you are and anti-anxiety medication (lorazepam) made all the difference for me.

It's very common for doctors to misdiagnose those suffering from anxiety. Since anxiety can cause depression, they will assume you are just suffering from depression. I suffered from anxiety for 20 years and was diagnosed and treated for depression for half of that time. Finally I realized I had anxiety and told my doctor.

As soon as I started taking anti-anxiety medication, I started feeling normal again. I actually wanted to go outside and do things like everyone else. I had brain surgery for a subdural hematoma over 20 years ago, and apparently it is the cause for my anxiety.

Understanding the Facts | Anxiety and Depression Association of America, ADAA (http://www.adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/)