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PokeXpert
Mar 13, 2012, 03:29 PM
I tried out for a play last night, and, as you may or may not know, I love to act. It's my passion. But the thing is, I tried out last night, and got rejected. It's the first time EVER that I've tried out for a play, and wasn't going to be in it. It's taken a huge toll on me, I didn't sleep too well last night, and when I did, I had a nightmare about the same thing happening to me, again and again and again, so, I was up for half of the night, and having a nightmare the other half. Now, I can't eat, I mean, I can, but I don't have an appatite. I don't want to do anything on wikiHow (Which is a site that I loved, it's a wonderful place, filled with wonderful community members.), and all of my wiki-Howians, I just don't want to talk to them anymore, I even don't want to play Pokemon. (That's bad.) I got invited to a play, and I thought I was excited to go, but now that I think about it, why? It's like, I have nothing left to live for. I don't mean to sound like s stuck-up brat, who can't live, when she got rejected once, but I don't want to do anything! Not wikiHow, not Pokemon, not acting, nothing! So, what I guess I'm asking is, (And sorry for the long story.) are there any free sites out there, who gives mental help? Or an IRC channel, or something? I just feel like I have nothing left to live for. Thanks for reading my long, and sad, sob story. June

Illusion
Mar 17, 2012, 12:07 AM
You just feel really hurt that you didn't get picked. It hurts to be rejected - but it doesn't mean your life is over. You tried and that is what counts - not that you didn't get picked. You participated and gave it your all. You are alive and well and living life - and that is what counts. That you be real and true and participate in what you love. You are more than rejection because there will always be a part of you that will always be whole and complete - right here and right now. Know this and as they say, "carry on." So carry on with all that you love to do and know all will be well. Take care.