So I've been with this guy for almost 3 years now. He has been my best friend since we were little. We have been on and off in this relationship. But since September we've been in a devoted relationship. We were planning on having a child of our own and we have tried.

Then this last week I've been frustrated and overwhelmed with things going in and so I tried discussing things with him and he laughed saying I was overreacting so I called him an a****** for making fun of me in the time of need. Right then he packed his things and left.

The next day I went to his house trying to talk and when I was telling him how I felt and I was sorry he accepted my apology but that he couldn't be with me. He was crying which he has never done for me and after an hour passed we were fine and happy, I thought things were going to work out till we went walking. He said it was our goodbye walk. I got upset and tried explaining again and he repeated he couldn't be with me but he still loved me.

The next day, I went out of town with my sister and came back wanting to see him. I called him and he says I should move on because he is and that he is with another person.

I cried and still today I am. I can't eat or stop thinking about him. When I sleep I dream of us getting back together. I feel horrible and lost without him. He has been there for anytime I needed someone. I've.loved with him when I had problems at home and he was always motivating me to be my best. I could talk to him about anything. We were so close. Thefre wasn't one time he has treated me like this.

And now that our anniversary is in two weeks, it kills me even more. This is one person whom I can't live without. He is one I looked up to. He was someone I could count on, and without him I'm alone, seriously alone.

What can I do now? I'm not willing to move on and live like this.

I don't see that you have much of a choice - unless you stalk him and get arrested. Most of us have been through bad breakups. They hurt. Healing takes time.

Unfortunately he's told you loud and clear that it's over and he's done.

You can't make someone love you. That's the painful truth.

I'm afraid you're going to have to learn to live without him.

Correction... your anniversary WAS in about two weeks. The relationship is over, a no longer existing relationship has no anniversary. First step here is to accept the break up. Second, would be to stay busy and start to learn how to be happy being single again as you were once before. Lastly, let time pass and let time heal your wounds, to accomplish this the most quick, you must go NO CONTACT with you ex boyfriend.

Yeah I'm not crazy to stalk him.
I know it'll take time and I know I onky have one choice.
It just really hurts right now