Well I was feeling pretty down so I figured I would write something I guess I just feel frustrated since I don't know what I really want in life... I mean I am 20 years old now and feel like most of my teenage years went to waste like I didn't live it up going around partying and sleeping with different girls... I feel like I really don't want to do anything I'm in college and only failed one class in the 2 years but sometimes I ask myself what am I doing here I have a great talent which is my voice and a lot of people are mad at me because I could be doing some singing but I don't even have motivation for that I'm trying hard to get my official license so I can buy my own car I feel like that's the first step for me to find myself and grow up its just I don't know why I keep putting things that are important and wasting my time with stupid girls that are no good for me...