ant_b89
Feb 28, 2012, 06:19 AM
My girlfriend broke up with my a week ago after saying she's not 'in love with me' but still loves me.
Now, the last few months I've had an absolutely terrible time. My grandparent died, I've been suffering from depression, and being a serious long distance runner - I also got injured and haven't been able to run for a month or so. I was also attacked and mugged a month ago.
Basically - things haven't been going well for me. Before all this started to happen (Christmas time) things were great with us and we were really in love. But, being the stupid idiot I am I tried to keep a lot of how things have been affecting me recently from her, and I think I started to take things out on the relationship (creating problems, trying to convince myself I didn't love her etc) and I think it eventually just got too much from her.
I know she still loves me, but I'm not sure what to do. I told her about all of this stuff after we broke up, and I said I need some time to sort my head out and become 'me' again, but I don't think that's something I can simply achieve, I think it's something I need to be mindful of, always.
What should I do? How long should I leave it before I talk to her? I know in this situation I should wait for her to come back to me - but I know full well I'm the one that messed things up, so the onus is on me.
I know I need to give her space; but I'm so desperate to prove that things can be different - and I really don't want to end up leaving it too long...
Please help.
Anthony
Now, the last few months I've had an absolutely terrible time. My grandparent died, I've been suffering from depression, and being a serious long distance runner - I also got injured and haven't been able to run for a month or so. I was also attacked and mugged a month ago.
Basically - things haven't been going well for me. Before all this started to happen (Christmas time) things were great with us and we were really in love. But, being the stupid idiot I am I tried to keep a lot of how things have been affecting me recently from her, and I think I started to take things out on the relationship (creating problems, trying to convince myself I didn't love her etc) and I think it eventually just got too much from her.
I know she still loves me, but I'm not sure what to do. I told her about all of this stuff after we broke up, and I said I need some time to sort my head out and become 'me' again, but I don't think that's something I can simply achieve, I think it's something I need to be mindful of, always.
What should I do? How long should I leave it before I talk to her? I know in this situation I should wait for her to come back to me - but I know full well I'm the one that messed things up, so the onus is on me.
I know I need to give her space; but I'm so desperate to prove that things can be different - and I really don't want to end up leaving it too long...
Please help.
Anthony