Idk what's wrong with me anymore. I used to be in love with I've of my best friends... like, IN LOVE. She was my whole world, and then I just gave up on her because she just wouldn't budge.
Even had a girlfriend for a year, but she was just a rebound for something that never even existed. THEN, I caught myself being in like with 2 more of my female friends... Problem is, I'm at an all time stand still.. I've been single for a year, somewhat lonely, but I am everything but depressed...
I don't know, I really can't explain my situation, I just need some words of wisdom or inclinement..

Enjoy your current state. Don't hunt desperately for a partner. And if you find one, take it slow. Its good to know that you aren't depressed.

Just chill out and meet new people. :)