seekingsanity
Feb 8, 2012, 08:57 PM
Ok... So my girlfriend and I have just split, she has a 3 year old (not mine) BUT we have been together since he was 6 months. I was da da, he Is my best friend. She is also my love and best friend.
Like a lot of couples there are rough times. We have gone through a few, always came through. Jan- Feb has proved to be bad months for us. Last year we broke up same time.
I have moved all my stuff out of the house and have been out for a week. Let me add I didn't want to, but she has expressed that we are done, and nothing can change that. I don't make her happy, despite all the great times we have had.
I am devastated right now, I feel like there is a hole in my chest, I have a hard time breathing. I miss them so much and have been beating myself up, what could I have done to have this happen at all?
I went from having a beautiful step son, who I taught to walk, say his first word, first everything, I was right there beside him, and a woman who inspired me to do so much, to sleeping in an empty apartment.
I admit I have been an a$$ , stressed about money due to lack of hours at work, been really sick, and has been some trying times on all our emotions, but I can't accept that we are done, can't be, not after everything we have been through.
I find myself panicing, wanting to call, and I have called, and texted, and nothing back. It's a lot to handle.
What do I do, how can I fix this? Is it fixable? I'm losing my mind!
Like a lot of couples there are rough times. We have gone through a few, always came through. Jan- Feb has proved to be bad months for us. Last year we broke up same time.
I have moved all my stuff out of the house and have been out for a week. Let me add I didn't want to, but she has expressed that we are done, and nothing can change that. I don't make her happy, despite all the great times we have had.
I am devastated right now, I feel like there is a hole in my chest, I have a hard time breathing. I miss them so much and have been beating myself up, what could I have done to have this happen at all?
I went from having a beautiful step son, who I taught to walk, say his first word, first everything, I was right there beside him, and a woman who inspired me to do so much, to sleeping in an empty apartment.
I admit I have been an a$$ , stressed about money due to lack of hours at work, been really sick, and has been some trying times on all our emotions, but I can't accept that we are done, can't be, not after everything we have been through.
I find myself panicing, wanting to call, and I have called, and texted, and nothing back. It's a lot to handle.
What do I do, how can I fix this? Is it fixable? I'm losing my mind!