So this what after new year my crush ask my number and that's how it's started we text a lot almost everyday then he always ask me what does girls likes and I ask him why would you asked me and then he said he liked a girl the time he say that I have the feeling that I have no chance for him .
After few there was the news that his girlfriend is finally split up and that's the time I text him back then after few days he always tell me that he loves me every time I go to sleep but I think it's just a joke after few weeks he wanted a girlfriend and he asking me who can be a perfect girl to date I have this goofy idea to say my best friends name I thought he will get it as a joke then he told me that he likes my best friend to I was so shock I don't know what to say to my best friend because she doesn't like my crush then my crush ask me the no of my best friend so I give it to him then they started texting .my best friend always tell me that she will never like the guy and there's no possibility that they will be a couple after few days the news comes out that their in relationship I want to cry but I just stand their like a stupi manikin everyday I watch them talking to each other and my crush ask me if it's OK to kiss my best friend and I was like yeah .days passed my best friend always ask me do you still like and I answer of course not but for real I Still love him?
What can I do to get my crush back..

And does my friend is a really a FRIEND ?

I don't know that's hard but just be yourself and don't worry about it

Well just to began your crush is only a crush and most of the time your crush is never the person who your going to end up with. Understand that you only had a crush on him you wasn't never actually with him so your last statement about love isn't as true as you want it to be(not to say you couldn't have been). But I believe you should move forward with your life cause if he truly wanted someone perfect he would have noticed that you where the one by him all time. But lets not forget about your best friend, If she's truly your best friend first off she would have never lied to you and said she wouldn't never like him, Secondly she would have never went with him. To conclude next time instead of having a crush on someone realize that if you don't tell a person how you feel sooner or later it gone be to late. BEST THING FOR YOU TO DO IS MOVE ON Don't LET THEM GET IN THE WAY OF YOUR LIFE BUT MAKE HIM REALIZE WHAT HE Could have HAD, BUT Don't TRY TO IMPRESS HIM CONTINUE TO BE YOU