citeop
Jan 29, 2012, 04:13 PM
So me and my girlfriend have been dating for 3 months and she has stayed through the worst of me. I'm a depressed person so when this depression hits me I give up on everything. I can't keep a job. I push friends and family away. I even tried to push her away lots so far. I treat her bad, I'm a bit clingy, but that's because of my insecurities.
I grew up without a mother, or a father, so I learned from different homes so it explains why some of me is a **** up, but it sucks when you have lots of hope and I can't even find faith in your own daughter. I haven't seen my daughter in 2 months.
The mother of my child is not my girlfriend. I ****ed that relationship up like I'm afraid I'm going to do the same thing. I'm asking for help because she is worth keeping around, she has seen the worst of me, and I want to be better for her.
I grew up without a mother, or a father, so I learned from different homes so it explains why some of me is a **** up, but it sucks when you have lots of hope and I can't even find faith in your own daughter. I haven't seen my daughter in 2 months.
The mother of my child is not my girlfriend. I ****ed that relationship up like I'm afraid I'm going to do the same thing. I'm asking for help because she is worth keeping around, she has seen the worst of me, and I want to be better for her.