I was living with a man for four years I have four handsome boys that got took into dcfs custody April 6, 2010 they took my boys because their dad could not keep his hands to himself so they said I was putting my children in harms way he never hurt the kids just me I have been fightig this case now for almost two years I have and still doing everything they are asking me to do from parenting classes, intensive outpatient and after care for dropping dirty for weed, parent child interactive therapy, dv classes, individual therapy, pshyc evals, drops twice a month, two visits a week for a total of 3hrs, all while working over 80 hrs a week I am sooooooo tired of doing everything they ask me to do and then some and the one thing I have asked since the beginning of this case was to help me get into dv transitional housing program and they can't even do that. I don't know what else to do they keep talking about the man that got my kids and I into all of this and he has been mia or the last 7 months his own attorney can't even find him I need some help because they don't seem to understand anything that is going on. Its all what they want and nothingin return I went from unsupervised visits while he was in jail tntil the day he got out and they put me back on supervised and it changed from a dv case to now my ptsd that I have had al my life they don't know how to make up there mind if anyone ou there can help make anysense of this crazy mess please please please help me.
Mother worried that I willnever see my babies home again

Let me see, you were with a man that was at least abusive to you physically. And the government feels there is enough evidence that he also in some ways harmed the kids.

You chose not to leave him to protect yourself or your kids, until the state took the kids from you.

Sorry, I don't see this as playing games, I see it as protecting these poor kids from you, till you prove you will be able to take care of them.

Failing drug tests is not a good start in it.

Sorry, don't start crying poor kids, and trying to get anyone sorry for you. You made the choices that make this happen.