Jojo264
Jan 16, 2012, 09:18 AM
I cut myself, always. Mostly at night, there is not a night that goes by without my causing some sort of a injury to my body and yes on purpose. I don't know why I do it. Yes there is a lot of things going on at home and they get to me heaps. My grandma passed away nearly a year ago and till this day I break down when I think about her we were really close. I cut myself but not too deep just enough to feel the pain to make me forget about the emotional pain. I'd do anything to forget about emotional pain, it becomes too much to handle. But my only worry is I harm myself for no reason at times, I just sit down in my room and than I start crying; breaking down and I start to cut. Why do I do all this? No one knows and I don't want to tell anyone. They won't understand, if I can not understand why I do this to myself I don't believe any one else will understand. I just wish I knew why I do this to myself. And at times it feels like the world is on my shoulders I'm sick of everything. :'(