louthchick22
Jan 12, 2012, 12:05 PM
I'm 27 and my life is a big disgrace and sham. I'm in a relationship with a split-up male who is twice my age with two adults kids near enough my age. I've being with him for nearly 6 years now.
Things were OK till his ex got cancer. I stood by him and she got through it and just got good results pending another scan in three months. I don't get on with his daughter. Actually, how could I since I haven't met her because she doesn't approve of her father seeing someone her age. The son is OK with it.
Also, this man is still living with his ex-partner and sharing a house. I can't stand that part either. He says he would have nowhere to live if he left, but we are trying to buy a house together which is at a very slow pace.
The ex never met me. We spoke once or twice on the phone; that is all. Also, his daughter isn't talking to him these past two years because he is with me. Age difference thing again.
Ok, that's the background here. He is not afraid to show me off to his neighbours, and his ex is currently dating someone--just in case you're wondering. He brings me to his local also and I've met his son loads of times. I also lived with him for 9 months in Asia and also back home because of the cancer thing with his ex.
Next problem is that all of his family--sisters and brother apart from 4 out of 8--hate me, so I'm lucky that way. At least half of them are OK with me until one of them started ruining everything we had. She is an alcoholic and threatened me, said that I beat her up which clearly I didn't, but that's drink for you. Then she told all his family and now most of them hate me. She became obsessed with him and wanted me out of the picture by any means, tried to top herself three times in one week. Blamed me for nothing again. Made me look real bad in front of him and his sisters and brothers.
Next problem. My best and only real friend is vying to Australia and bailing out on me which I can't come to grips with. We've been friends since childhood and I can't even bear to think of her going away for two years. I won't survive with no friend to talk to and hang out with.
Next problem. My ex from 9 years ago decided he'd add me on Facebook. So we became friends. We have a long history of nothing but pain. Our relationship lasted a couple of years. He recently started texting me, asking how things were. I told him ****, so he asked me out and to go to his house for a bit of fun which I rejected because I will not be used as a play toy for anyone. When we broke up years ago, it was rough and hard. I didn't take it too well, so a few years ago, I texted him when I was with the current boyfriend age-difference guy. And he squealed on the boyfriend back. It was only when he recently contacted me did he tell me he never told my boyfriend that I texted him and that the age-difference guy caught me out. Which now I don't know who to believe.
Anyway, the ex-boyfriend sent me load of texts saying if you're happy l'll leave you alone and as you know I'm single so no complications, like what I have with the current age-difference guy. So anyway, to be on the safe side, I rejected him every time as the ex. I rang him and told him he can't be texting me stuff like looking for fun and stuff like that. Now he has deleted me, told me I will never hear from him again, said we could be friends but can't be friends on Facebook in case he comes home drunk from a pub some night and messages me something. I told him that I think there is more to this story--like I'm sure he can control himself unless I'm in his head all the time. I asked him to tell me, but then he blocked me on Facebook and now no contact at all.
I do like this guy and I might still have feelings, but I cannot tell, plus he is more my age and has everything I want in a man. Oh forgot to add--I told him I didn't want him back and he said he didn't want me back either--just some fun. He is single three months. But I don't think I can trust him to ask because he might tell my current age-difference guy who is useless and not helpful to me at all.
Now I can't sleep and have no clue what to do or where I stand. Ex also told me I would never hear from him again. I kind of miss him but I don't think I love him, but the age-difference guy is all wrong for me, but I love him and I want to stay with him, but I also want to find out if the other guy is serious or just messing. I would like to be with the ex, but I never see him anywhere and I can never get a face-to-face chat unless the age-difference guy is there.
So, help me please. Ex also said he texted me but was messing. It didn't feel like that, but I am not sure what's in his head and he won't tell me either. So any advice about my problems I will gratefully accept because I am sleep deprived. Thanks in advance, guys and girls. Please help me, though. I'm very confused.
Things were OK till his ex got cancer. I stood by him and she got through it and just got good results pending another scan in three months. I don't get on with his daughter. Actually, how could I since I haven't met her because she doesn't approve of her father seeing someone her age. The son is OK with it.
Also, this man is still living with his ex-partner and sharing a house. I can't stand that part either. He says he would have nowhere to live if he left, but we are trying to buy a house together which is at a very slow pace.
The ex never met me. We spoke once or twice on the phone; that is all. Also, his daughter isn't talking to him these past two years because he is with me. Age difference thing again.
Ok, that's the background here. He is not afraid to show me off to his neighbours, and his ex is currently dating someone--just in case you're wondering. He brings me to his local also and I've met his son loads of times. I also lived with him for 9 months in Asia and also back home because of the cancer thing with his ex.
Next problem is that all of his family--sisters and brother apart from 4 out of 8--hate me, so I'm lucky that way. At least half of them are OK with me until one of them started ruining everything we had. She is an alcoholic and threatened me, said that I beat her up which clearly I didn't, but that's drink for you. Then she told all his family and now most of them hate me. She became obsessed with him and wanted me out of the picture by any means, tried to top herself three times in one week. Blamed me for nothing again. Made me look real bad in front of him and his sisters and brothers.
Next problem. My best and only real friend is vying to Australia and bailing out on me which I can't come to grips with. We've been friends since childhood and I can't even bear to think of her going away for two years. I won't survive with no friend to talk to and hang out with.
Next problem. My ex from 9 years ago decided he'd add me on Facebook. So we became friends. We have a long history of nothing but pain. Our relationship lasted a couple of years. He recently started texting me, asking how things were. I told him ****, so he asked me out and to go to his house for a bit of fun which I rejected because I will not be used as a play toy for anyone. When we broke up years ago, it was rough and hard. I didn't take it too well, so a few years ago, I texted him when I was with the current boyfriend age-difference guy. And he squealed on the boyfriend back. It was only when he recently contacted me did he tell me he never told my boyfriend that I texted him and that the age-difference guy caught me out. Which now I don't know who to believe.
Anyway, the ex-boyfriend sent me load of texts saying if you're happy l'll leave you alone and as you know I'm single so no complications, like what I have with the current age-difference guy. So anyway, to be on the safe side, I rejected him every time as the ex. I rang him and told him he can't be texting me stuff like looking for fun and stuff like that. Now he has deleted me, told me I will never hear from him again, said we could be friends but can't be friends on Facebook in case he comes home drunk from a pub some night and messages me something. I told him that I think there is more to this story--like I'm sure he can control himself unless I'm in his head all the time. I asked him to tell me, but then he blocked me on Facebook and now no contact at all.
I do like this guy and I might still have feelings, but I cannot tell, plus he is more my age and has everything I want in a man. Oh forgot to add--I told him I didn't want him back and he said he didn't want me back either--just some fun. He is single three months. But I don't think I can trust him to ask because he might tell my current age-difference guy who is useless and not helpful to me at all.
Now I can't sleep and have no clue what to do or where I stand. Ex also told me I would never hear from him again. I kind of miss him but I don't think I love him, but the age-difference guy is all wrong for me, but I love him and I want to stay with him, but I also want to find out if the other guy is serious or just messing. I would like to be with the ex, but I never see him anywhere and I can never get a face-to-face chat unless the age-difference guy is there.
So, help me please. Ex also said he texted me but was messing. It didn't feel like that, but I am not sure what's in his head and he won't tell me either. So any advice about my problems I will gratefully accept because I am sleep deprived. Thanks in advance, guys and girls. Please help me, though. I'm very confused.