I've just turned 13 and when I was 12, I had this awesome guy friend. We used to talk all day, joke around, have fun, sing songs together, play truth or dare, etc. So once my best friend (lets call her Naomi), who was also friends with my best guy friend, called us both for her birthday party. We went there and there he started saying he likes someone. I asked him who but he refused to tell me. He told one our other mutual friends who he liked. I was curious so later I went and asked that person. She said he had taken my name. Then I realized I had been liking him since a really long time. Even I don't know since when. So when he proposed I said yes. We used to text each other like boyfriend and girlfriend but in school we used to act normal and stopped talking to each other as much as we used to before because of the awkward feeling. After 2 months he texted me he doesn't like me anymore and wants to breakup. He also mentioned we can still be friends. In school it was very awkward. We didn't talk, joke around, etc. Then I noticed few things that I was trying to forget. I still loved him that was for sure, but I started getting hints that even he likes me! I mean, once I had rested my hand on the desk, when he put his hand on top of mine, then whenever anyone fought with me he would defend me. So the problem is that I can't get over him at all, and want to get him back as a best guy friend, and hopefully, my boyfriend.