ceedee18
Jan 7, 2012, 04:25 AM
I used to be friends with these two guys, and my best friend back in 7 grade. We did everything together, and most of the class thought we were coupled up. Everyone thought D and I were together. People tell me I'm pretty despite being a little to the chubby side (but never overweight!) and acne on my face. Some guys asked me out before, but I rejected them, as I felt I was still too young, and when D told me he loved me I was really happy as I was starting to like him but was kind of shy as there was nothing to like about me and I felt it was too soon to use the word love instead of like so I avoided the question and came up with an excuse to go home.
I was close to the other guy in the clique, B as we used to be in the same school and D misunderstood and thought we were secretly dating. I believe I hurt his feelings when I avoided him so one day he texted me and asked me if I liked B and if we were dating. I told him we were not together but he didn't believe me so we sort of had a fight. I was hurt when he indirectly insulted me and told him not to call me anymore, ending our friendship.
Since that day, I avoided him as much as possible and he changed. He became flirty and always acted like he was very cool. Later in 7 grade he had a girlfriend who was, in my opinion, sort of *****y. But I ignored them and carried on with my life.
In my school, students stay in a class for 2 grades before being streamed into different classes in 8 grade. Unfortunately, I was streamed into the same class as him. To make matters worst, our teacher made us seat together. Obviously I tried to avoid him, but seating together doesn't make it very easy.. We only talked when there was pair work to be done and occasionally I see him staring at me. Sometimes I can't help but to smile when he says something funny or when he smiles.
Its like the façade I'm putting up about hating him suddenly disappears. But I know he has a girlfriend and I don't want to misunderstand him staring at me as he was a different guy that used to like. Everyday when I seat next to him I feel my heart beating faster but he once in a while he turns into this other guy who is annoying and obnoxious.
I really don't know what to do. Do I like him? Someone please help me, at least tell me how to make things less awkward seating together..
I was close to the other guy in the clique, B as we used to be in the same school and D misunderstood and thought we were secretly dating. I believe I hurt his feelings when I avoided him so one day he texted me and asked me if I liked B and if we were dating. I told him we were not together but he didn't believe me so we sort of had a fight. I was hurt when he indirectly insulted me and told him not to call me anymore, ending our friendship.
Since that day, I avoided him as much as possible and he changed. He became flirty and always acted like he was very cool. Later in 7 grade he had a girlfriend who was, in my opinion, sort of *****y. But I ignored them and carried on with my life.
In my school, students stay in a class for 2 grades before being streamed into different classes in 8 grade. Unfortunately, I was streamed into the same class as him. To make matters worst, our teacher made us seat together. Obviously I tried to avoid him, but seating together doesn't make it very easy.. We only talked when there was pair work to be done and occasionally I see him staring at me. Sometimes I can't help but to smile when he says something funny or when he smiles.
Its like the façade I'm putting up about hating him suddenly disappears. But I know he has a girlfriend and I don't want to misunderstand him staring at me as he was a different guy that used to like. Everyday when I seat next to him I feel my heart beating faster but he once in a while he turns into this other guy who is annoying and obnoxious.
I really don't know what to do. Do I like him? Someone please help me, at least tell me how to make things less awkward seating together..