Coppertobe
Dec 29, 2011, 10:28 PM
Well I live in Canada and all my life I have wanted to be adopted.
I have never met my father and my mother is a druggie, so I had a horrible life and I've had to raise myself. I'm like an orphan.
Now that I'm 18 I'm so sad and scared knowing I'll never be adopted and never have a mother or father and I want it more than anything in the world. That's what I think about most.
I've never been disciplined either, and I crave it a lot. Just haven't gone through any of the things children go through, I don't know what it's like to have a parent or a parent like figure.
I need some advice. I wish there was an adult adoption agency... Is there?
Or do you just know what I could do to find someone who could be like a mentor or something to me? I want to be a police officer so I've always dreamed about getting adopted by a cop. I just want it so much. I can't bear the idea of having to live the rest of my life with this emptiness and never knowing what it's like to have a mom or dad. :(
Any help would be wonderful. Thank you in advance..
I have never met my father and my mother is a druggie, so I had a horrible life and I've had to raise myself. I'm like an orphan.
Now that I'm 18 I'm so sad and scared knowing I'll never be adopted and never have a mother or father and I want it more than anything in the world. That's what I think about most.
I've never been disciplined either, and I crave it a lot. Just haven't gone through any of the things children go through, I don't know what it's like to have a parent or a parent like figure.
I need some advice. I wish there was an adult adoption agency... Is there?
Or do you just know what I could do to find someone who could be like a mentor or something to me? I want to be a police officer so I've always dreamed about getting adopted by a cop. I just want it so much. I can't bear the idea of having to live the rest of my life with this emptiness and never knowing what it's like to have a mom or dad. :(
Any help would be wonderful. Thank you in advance..