peachmango14
Dec 28, 2011, 09:02 PM
What do you do when you're in love with a guy, but have a past with him. Good, and bad. No, let me rephrase that. Great, and horrible. I've been through a LOT with this guy. I'm only 13 but I can stand proud and say it's possible to love at a young age; because I have never ever felt this way about anybody. His green eyes light up the room and my soul. His warm embraces give my body goosebumps. His smile, makes my whole body melt within seconds. My parents hate him though, because of the past. Also, he now has a girlfriend. She always post on his Facebook wall I love you babe. But he never replies because they've been dating for a short time and he doesn't believe in saying I love you so early in a relationship, nor do I. We're friends now.. though I want more. We also still say we love each other. He was like my best friend and crush. Now he's my crush and acquaintance. I miss him; so much. The worst part is, he was never mine. We were so close to dating; but he said he couldn't. He didn't want to hurt me because it would kill him inside, and he didn't want to ruin our friendship. For the past year, I've been holding on. I gave up once, and then ended up right were I started. Melting in his arms.